lifted

Friday, March 31, 2006

@10:09:00 pm

shocked.
disappointed.
we were leading 3 goals up.
and we switched off.
let it 4 goals.
and drew 4-4.

morale was really really low ytd.
felt really down.
thought about it.
reflected.

time to get up and work harder
lets do it innova.
we can win our next match.
crucial.
jj,
here we come.
we ll put on a strong fight.

ohs.
to drift my mind away.
got my results back.

chem - AO
i am doomed la.
its organic chem
gonna buck up.

math - C
CARELESS MISTAKES
cant forgive myself.

physics - B
my only improvement of the day.
but have to sustain the marks.

there u have it.
from all Bs last year.
to an AO, B and C for this term.
a signal for me to wake up.

ohs ohs
ice age 2 is cute.
watched with puiser, adiboo, skinny and plankton.
go watch!
=)

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

@8:01:00 pm

have been real busy this week.

especially today.
with chem block test tmr.

physics was okay.

math was a killer.
did lots of mistakes.
LOTS

oh wells.

its only the block test.
can know where i stand from there

i miss towning
and soccer.

cant wait to enjoy tmr.

all the chem got me all fed up.
aim to just pass this test.

=)

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

@1:10:00 am

sick.
sore eye.
tmr is the final.

-clutching hands

p.e. is getting stressful
broad jump has deproved.
from 250 to 240.
have to get the momentum.

pull ups getting there

sit n reach

have to stretch more

the rest are ok.

just went thrgh physics spa

its very irritating!

the errors and limitations part kills me
softly
slowly

have to start revision

taking till friday to complete what we have left off.

math- tutorial 30
chemistry-energetics

but the first 2 things on my mind now.

1. the final

2. physics SPA

Saturday, March 04, 2006

@10:10:00 pm

we've made it to the finals!!

and we finished top of the grp!

IJC 1 - AJC 0

zul scored!

the team played their 100%

the support was ELECTRIC

thanks guys!

u made my day

we cant be complacent now

have to win the finals!

and get some silverware!!!!!

hopes..

on the other hand.

to the cheerleading team..

u guys did ya best
wondered why the results turned out this way
but u guys were PERFECT!!
cheer up guys!!

am alone at home now
with joaxy n ciara
both slping

family's in bangkok

wad am i doing here?

Thursday, March 02, 2006

@7:01:00 pm

broke down

thought about the past

present

and future

i knew it was coming

whats worse

the tamil teacher is an arse

thanks ms fong and ms tan for consoling me

friends

and mum, dad and sis

in a way i let u guys down

really felt confused
like my life is in a sudden mess
upside down

after the results had phototaking
like wad the hell la
tried to at least broaden my lips
it didnt work

after that was the srjc innova match

my mood was really down
fornutately i didnt start as the first 11
but went on as a sub

think i vented all my anger
frustration
dissappointment on the pitch
and in the end we won 1-0

something to cheer about
everyone was happy
i too was happy
only at that moment the final whistle blew

but after thinking about the past
i was left thinking

maybe coz i think too much

but thats what i am
a bloody freaking long-winded thinker

i am not myself
defintely not myself