lifted

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

@9:58:00 pm

less than 48 hours.
fill me in:
ideas.
especially on mass media.
globalisation.
youths.
error-free essays.
good time management.
the flow.
passable AQ answers.
(cause have been failing them miserably)
good summary grades.
familiar vocab words.
and a heck of luck!

to one and all.
all the best.
=)

Saturday, October 28, 2006

@1:26:00 am

joaxy's sick.
have to bring her to the vet tmr.
the house seems rather quiet.
everyday she runs around at night.
under the bed.
on the com.
over the sofa.
into my bag.
through my uniform.
and of course.
with me when i go to slp.
she s on my bed now.
looking at her makes me very worried.
her face seems so dull.
her eyes are swollen.
dont think i can even slp.
looking at her suffer pokes a dagger through my heart.
hope its nothing serious.
praying for the best.
and gp is in 5 days...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

@12:56:00 am

just came back from tea garden.
went there to mug till about 12.
its a good spot.
nice.
quiet.
well lit.
an outside concept.
with music.
and the choice of an apple pie.
or some mac. fries.
oh.
what an ending to grey's anatomy
so so so sad.
tmr's there s gp mock.
and seoul garden to break fast!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

@11:06:00 pm

full of ups and downs.
thursday went out with carmen and carolyn
to vivo city!
we had a BALL of a time.
shopped.
satayed.
sugarcaned.
oh yah.
we had trouble eating the satay.
carmen knows exactly what i mean.
played with hats and masks in toys-r-us.
hahas.
felt like i was 9 again.
thanks for everything!
really hope i can relive the time i spent with you guys.
shld do this more often.
thanks for the candies guys!
ill burn the midnight oil with them.
meet up soon ya.
treasure your time in woodlands.
cause somehow im missing it already.
then then then...
....
then came friday.
innova's graduation day.
last official day in our skl.
started with the grad assembly.
the principal's talk.
relived memories in innova.
the time we spent.
was a very special occasion.
cause we are the first ever batch to leave innova.
kinda sad.
then went to my class.
ms fong hand made for us a glass cap equipped with tea leaves..
with a message too.
she nearly teared when she gave out to each and everyone of us.
oh well.
all of us nearly teared.
and teared.
rashidah did a slideshow of our life in S42.
from the beginning of last year.
took lots and lots and lots of pictures.
especially with my class.
with people whom i have seen..
but did not talk to them before
with the ever so friendly security guard
with friends.
teachers.
sigh.
all good things have to come to an end right.
later met my class at harbourfront to have dinner.
went to vivo city after that.
yes yes.
AGAIN.
for 2 consecutive days.
talked.
enjoyed every single moment with them.
kinda sad knowing that we ll part someday.
thats a round up for thursday and friday
the pictures are already uploaded in this blog in section V.
probably you wont believe this.
even i dont.
i teared when i reached home that day.
think i was too emo.
or is it natural.
oh wells.
to fizah.
be strong!
stay strong!
do what you think is the best.
go and SCORE for your a's.
i'm sure you will.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

@10:50:00 pm

what if my prelim results repeat on the cert that ill get next year.
what if i really get those pathetic grades.
what if i really destroy my future.
just like that.
today i did lots of reflections.
thought a lot.
maybe too much.
cant help it.
im a thinker.
avid thinker.
a bit emo at times.
tears aside.
the next 20 days determine my future.
no distractions...
motivate me.

Friday, October 06, 2006

@10:53:00 pm

this my only reason for me looking forward to this weekend.
the manchester united away kit.
sudhan's buying it too!
whoo hoo.
yesterday.
7.30 pm.
opened a MINDEF letter.
saw the reflection of the police force logo.
'you are to report to the police academy on the 10 april 2007'
that means ill be hunting for jobs after the a's!
and learn swimming.
and pick up chinese lessons.
but its hurting..
that the date is 2 days before my birthday!
WHY!?!?!?